lalalala...
i really can't understand why i feel sad even if christmas is just one sleep away. maybe because my dad isn't home for christmas this year or maybe because i still have lots of homeworks to do, or could it be because i haven't receive the gift i really wanted this year? who knows?
i know this may sound so petty and so materialistic but dude let me explain stuff first. the gifts i want this christmas aren't those precious toys, gadgets.. etc. etc. The gifts i want are so simple yet i think i have no way of acheiving/having them at all. first of all, i want my family to be complete , you see my dad is a seaman and is currently working abroad, i really wish that he'd stay with us every christmas. *sigh* i wish that troie is with me this christmas, i know this is kinda impossible to happen right now, coz things aren't the same as before. i know i've done something which could probably hurt him before but for goodness' sake i really really love this guy. how i wish he could be part of my life again. *sigh* i also wish that "enrico santos" and i will befriend each other. you see i really admire enrico santos. but i know that he would never ever appreciate me. his simple merry christmas greeting could make my christmas complete and yet i know he doesn't even care to greet/talk to me. *sigh*
omg, i need to sleep na. ciao!
i wonder why this pic is in here. just look at it closely , from there you would see the guy of my life.... joke! XD haha
lalalalala...
posted by fruitchocolate09 @ 9:50 PM
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