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sayang, makaka-dota sana ako..

shouts of joy, cries of sadness. mixed emotions. i can't understand. by the way thanks kuya jason for editing my blog! love you in a friendly way! XD so my day begins...

i woke up around 9 am, tpos i receive a text message from andeng.. it says like "yey dota tayo mamaya." i was so glad when i got that text message. finally, i can play dota today. but then again not all things end up the way we want it to be. unfortunately my mom wasn't home, and so my aunt was incharged of taking care of me. unfortunately, my aunt didn't allow me to play without my mom at home. And so she tasked me many household chores, she gave me the condition that if i could finish doing all the chores i can finally manage to play dota for 30 mins. It was fine with me, but then 30 mins. wasn't enough. Aside from that, we were supposed to meet and play at 9:30. dern it, 30 mins to go. how the hell could i prepare breakfast, wash the dishes and iron my clothes in 30 mins. No hope. and so i've decided not to play dota, since by the time i finish all my chores it would be too late for us to play dota. Aside from this, we were scheduled to go to "starcity" at 2 pm. oh my god. so little time, so many things to do. gah! and so i BEGGED my aunt if ever i could see and meet andeng and his bro for about 10 mins or less, to say sory and explain why i will not be able to play with them. It was very hard on my part to talk to them, since i assured them yesterday that i will be able to play dota with them today. But the hell, what can i do? gah, and so i went to starbuko.. blah blah.. i was damn shaking, when i saw andeng's bro. damn, i know he still hates me for the fact i am not so certain. but i know for a fact that he hates seeing me. gah! i was so afraid, i patted him on his back, trying to get his attention and be able to talk with him. but then, it was no effect. he didn't even said a thing while i was inside starbuko. gah! i wanna cry at that certain moment. it's as if, he didn't see me. i know he dislikes me, but i didn't expect us to be enemies. you see he's my busmate and i am for a fact his sister's friend. i wanna befriend this guy, but everytime i try to befriend him, it's as if i'm just wasting my time. i dunno, but i feel like he hates everything i do,everything i say, everything about me. i really can't understand this guy, but then i still wanna befriend him. i dunno. gah! all i can say is wah!

posted by fruitchocolate09 @ 8:19 PM