ang weird ko!
i can't express myself. i am not sure whether what i am feeling is disgust over myself or to the people surrounding me. okay, let me give you a brief description of what i am feeling ryt now, yes at this very very moment. it all started yesterday evening. i was so tired and sleepy that i decided to go to bed at 8 pm, unfortunately sad experiences suddenly flashed back into my mind which obviously made me cry. yes i cried and it took me about 3 hours to pacify myself, wihthout anyone to talk to, without anyone to share my disgust over the world and myself, without anyone to hear my cries of anguish and pain. obviously yesterday's crying sessions weren't set on purpose. i did not intend to cry myself to sleep. a lot of things suddenly flashed back to my mind. my dad, far away from home; my mom, so busy working; my cousins and other family members, not bothering about my whereabouts' my friends, whom i thought would be the first people to understand and sympathize. but then i was all wrong, very very wrong. early in the moring (service) , nobody ever did talk to me, well aside of course to liann. then .. (gar nakakatamad na magkwento, alam nyo na naman kung bakit ako sad right?)
posted by fruitchocolate09 @ 9:19 PM
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